Sometimes I feel like this project is too big, that it is over my head. I am an ordinary person, taking on something larger than myself in my connection to that which is much more than myself. I have great days, inspired days, crappy days, despondent days, fearful days, colorful days, days that cast doubt, and days that confirm faith.
Those who know me see me as wonderful, arrogant, at times a jerk, authentic, hypocritical, conflicted, confused, confident and cock sure. I am academic, a know it all, spiritually prideful, seeking to become a humble empty vessel. I am clear that this isnt who I am, and that who I am is who I declare myself “to be”.

Sometimes I feel like the project is too big and that I am am just an ordinary person. This is usually followed by the thought that we have unlimited and boundless potential. That it is our thinking, our seeing a possibility, making a choice which posssibility we will choose, declaring that possiblity through our word, and standing in our word as who we are. We have a choice which thoughts we entertain, our true beliefs, together with the actions as consequence.
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